So I’ll make this short, my life hasn’t been easy not for anyone I assume. I try to smile(fake)and act mature and everyone tells me,”you’re so mature!” Well they don’t know anything. I’m dealing with anxiety and depression I also don’t do well with socializing and prefer to be alone. I normally have best grades but 7th grade wasn’t the best still passed though. My parents expect me to keep up the best grades and be number one. They don’t like B’s only A’s. Can you relate? Recently my only calm place has been sitting alone reading webtoons but everyone has been against that and so now I’ve been getting suicidal thoughts but it isn’t my fault. I’m too afraid to share this to my family so I’d rather write. My family would never allow me to see a therapist so I’m stuck dealing with all this pressure alone. Pitiful situation, I know.
